Survival 3

"Let's build your own Dreams Together"

Survival 3
fig.1.

fig.1:
The death sentence was done in 1975.

The man who photographed me arrived the father-in-law's house after fig.1.

fig.2. the removed copy of family register.

fig.2:
Many things about my life are different with the explanation.

fig.3.

fig.3:
A letter from my mother to me in 1990's. I can read this letter with two cursive styles of writing, one semi cursive style, and wrong square style. But the meaning, I can't understand what are happened that never explained, but written as if it was explained.

fig.4.

fig.4:
I remembered the trace while 54 years until 2020, and analyzed with logic. I understood almost all is lie.
As in the logic, my father-in-law is my big brother, who is a legitimate child of a politician who connected Sapporo (the fifth population city in Japan) and Tokyo economically, I am an illegitimate child of the politician.
My father-in-law explained me as the politician is my ground father.

fig.5.

I was socially attack since I was born in 1965.
I felt becoming insanity in 1985, I was reading Sigmund Freud then, I programmed three of my attitude to continue making effort, and admitted I became insanity. Then I knew my memories disappear from my conscious, and I knew I remember everything if my programmed attitudes reaches achievement with overwhelming the adverse circumstances.

fig.5 was a souvenir for the attackers, they gave me a copy.
And in 1987 I met Ayao Ide who jointed Germany and Switzerland.

In 1995, my memories recovered while I was working, tears were flooding.
Although the year of the first scheme method realized was 1996.

fig.6.

fig.6:
But the social lynch was/is continuing also since the first scheme method, the realization of the Glass Bead Game.

I moved to Tokyo to live. But ....

fig.7.

"Your earning is 1 Yen for your life."

fig.8.0. a card of free fishes in my mailbox.
fig.8.1. a ticket from a railroad station where is 300 meters far.
fig.9.0. spatula used by construction workers in my balcony where isn't connected a road.
fig.9.1. rusted.

fig.9.0 and 9.1:
I worked as security guard for construction site.
As referring books, as especially the special higher police do, Japan jails and kills anyone with using his/her mind to emaciated death.

fig.9.2. There were/are panties hanged on a fence in front of my room. It was not gray in 2012.
fig.9.3. An ornament of female sexual organs in front of my room.

fig.9.2 and fig.9.3:
My big brother (legally he was my father in law) told me that he brought me to a cabaret when I was three year old and then he let me dance on the stage. And I was surrounded by porno and alcohol before I was five years at least. All of these has been profiled, and the subliminal controls were continued.
I tried to break the hardwired with logic and the documents since 2019. Ordinarily the spirit collapses if the hardwired in subconscious is broken by force, but fortunately it has been achieved in case of me, although my blood pressure became over 200/147. Now it is in terrible disorder between 167/112 and 95/50 (!).

fig.10. my broken tooth and other done by dentists in 2017.
fig.11.

fig.11:
This circle was used me at my driver's license renewal in 2015, the police asked me "which direction is OPENed?"

fig.12.0.

My DVD recorder emitted 138 Volt/Meter of electric field even if it was unplugged.

fig.12.1.

My TV after five minutes since the unplug emitted 211 Volt/Meter of electric field.

fig.12.2.

My telephone emits 181 Volt/Meter of electric field.

fig.13.0.

fig.13.0:
SD card reader didn't work. The connector was changed while I didn't know.

fig.13.1.

fig.13.1:
This is right connector against fig.13.0.

Above things are small part of the deliberate adverse to me, these are much more.

But I understand Ayao Ide is/was true of the history of the Abraham language (the perfect language). I understood it when I visited Germany and Switzerland.

Although many letters and photos were stolen as to hinder the world progress.

August 21,

fig.14.

I have become unable to login to my Internet-bank account.
The log-in password and the personal identification number have become invalid, therefore I can't use the customer center.
In the procedure to send a new log-in password, the last five letters to verify my location were erased with ************.

Yet I'm not sure it is last 30 days of my life or rest.

August 30, I have changed the password and the personal identification number newly.

fig.15.0.

I cut cardboard for a notebook size. And ...

fig.15.1.

In order to continue the study of the Abraham language (the Glass Bead Game), I make any notebook to clip on the board. With this use, I can use a notebook to write and draw everything with lying on my bed, safely with the direction from the earth to the sky, because there is no device in my mattress.

fig.15.2. music in bed.

fig.15.2:
I practice music with my "tablet" in my bed at released a little from the highest stress, for my time usage.
I created "ShimmyStuff Wizardry" a sound, it was created remembering the video game Wizardry, from "ShimmyStuff" installed Animoog.

fig.15.3. {self, universe self}connected_in_frequency_set → {[1, 0← reflexive sound], [0, 1 ← ∞]}connected_in_frequency_set; music itself

The previous articles:

Survival
Survival – Kyo’s Blog (kyonissho.com)

Survival 2
Survival 2 – Kyo’s Blog (kyonissho.com)

Survival 4
https://kyonissho.com/kyos-blog/blog/2024/02/02/survival-4/

I'll leave Japan forever.

The links:

Treaty of San Francisco
Treaty of San Francisco - Wikisource, the free online library
日本国との平和条約 - Wikisource

Draft Treaty of Peace With Japan
Draft Treaty of Peace With Japan - Wikisource, the free online library

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